2 Years - Bachelor's degree in Violin

My plan is to just take music classes Fall 2020-Spring 2021 and to finish the rest the next schoolyear, which may not be able to be the summer.  This is all online.  All that could get in the way is complications moving to a group home or something like that, well moving out on my own if my dad gets worse then, which he said he would get worse probably.  I'm not sure if I need 8 ensembles or 8 orchestra specifically credits, and so I may need to add 2 more orchestras in there hopefully.  I just e-mailed to ask if the orchestra was in session and I could do it this summer instead.  I might also do dance, a new place just opened with classes for all and companies; I think I could perform.  I'm waiting to hear if I can take a placement class.  Anyway, I took 14 credit hours this semester and it was a nightmare.  I can't take summer classes with financial aid, so I'm not taking some classes this summer.  My financial aid is denied at a community college here and at the other community college I need to be let back in so too late anyway.  So, I'll be 36 years old when I graduate hopefully.  It's a Bachelor of Arts in Music.  I also hope to learn German so I can move to Germany.  At least I can do a little now.

Summer 2021 (maybe)

- Orchestra - 1 credit hour

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- TOTAL - 1 credit hour

Fall 2020

- Violin - 2 credit hours

- Orchestra - 1 credit hour

- Recital Lab - 0 credit hours

- Music Theory - 4 credit hours

- Music History - 3 credit hours

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- TOTAL - 10 CREDIT HOURS

Spring 2021

- Violin - 2 credit hours

- Orchestra - 1 credit hour

- Recital Lab - 0 credit hours

- Music Theory - 4 credit hours

- Basic Conducting - 3 credit hours

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- TOTAL - 10 credit hours

Summer 2021 (maybe)

- Orchestra - 1 credit hour

- Biology - 3 credit hours (maybe)

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- TOTAL - 1 or 4 credit hours

Fall 2021

- Violin - 2 credit hours

- Orchestra - 1 credit hour

- Recital Lab - 0 credit hours

- Instrumental Conducting - 3 credit hours

- Religion - 3 credit hours

- Biology - 3 credit hours (or maybe during the summer somewhere else)

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- TOTAL - 9 or 12 credit hours

Spring 2022

- Senior Recital - 0 credit hours

- Violin - 2 credit hours

- 1 Orchestra - 1 credit hour

- Recital Lab - 0 credit hours

- Religion - 3 credit hours

- Religion - 3 credit hours

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TOTAL - 9 credit hours

Stop

People want to push me to say I'm not shit.  I don't want to get close to them.

German American

The US is becoming the equivalent for non-German though it's the largest percentage ethnicity here, probably mixed.

Would you?

Would you dye your hair red?

Well!

School's out and laundry's in.

My Hair

I think I will continue to bleach it with hydrogen peroxide after all and maybe repeat the keratin treatment.

White-Gold Highlights

from the specific kind of Sheer Blonde specific to correct brassy tones + already bleached

Not My Fault

If Americans want to fall short of being European is not my fault.

Hard ot Believe

I can't believe how some people dare allude to me.

Snide

People are just following along acting snide if I am worth anything like other people.

There is a reason?

I think it is because of other people that we have to do things to make things go right for an older lady I like being underground famous.  It's, like, all that to little girls around the world.  Also, the older lady I like seems to have done it usually herself, not sure how all these problems came about.

"What's your problem?"

I look good if you'll only put me against other American females my age.

Question

Why does everyone just want to complain about things and other races, like they have a point there?  I know Italians participate-

Prejudice

What if people think because my dad is born in the 1950 when I have piano talent I'm just "tinkling?"

Money

I wonder when I should save money directly for paying for rent.  I need other things to or things that would make it a nice stay as soon as possible, like more presentable pajamas for instance.

School - Inconvenience

I don't think it would be easy to commute to be in a community orchestra so maybe can't major in music online then.  I would have to practice myself.  That's my plan; someday, I will make it in something.

Plan

I might live in a group home for now, in Fort Lauderdale, Florida!

I might get rid of a lot of things and clothes.  I was thinking of getting flared yoga pants, long shirts (like a dress) with long sleeves ... every day so it's convenient when I exercise.  You get the picture.   I hope I can go to the beach.  I really want it to be in the county of Fort Lauderdale.  I lived there age 0-5.

New Backpack I Want

I can probably get it with birthday money or in June, for $74.95.  I really like the side pockets, for cell phone, credit/ID cards / money, and either a hand sanitizer tube or keychain.   It might fit a small wallet with the cards and money.

(credit)

"Trend Setting"

I guess someone I met started pressure on acting like my relatives are better than me.   He's violently mad at me, otherwise, for not being good enough to speak to him, so he thinks.