Overshadowing Me All the Time

Everyone's "experience" overshadows me, and I get blamed though I say nothing wrong and I have the right of speech otherwise too.  Like, new generations come along, and this happens then often, like I "did something."  It's true, deep down I resent people for treating me like a baby and being too close to me, making me uncomfortable.  It seems if anything good happens to me, it gets taken away automatically but not anyone else.

Just Join the Orchestra

Orchestras are snooty and demonic when it comes to accompanying.  It's just something fun to do, like playing a game, but whoever they are accompanying is trash to them.

Money

I dunno, this is kinda expensive for me.  I might hope to do something else.

Film Acting

I guess I will take film acting and forget about the modeling.  It may start at the beginning of July for $480 total, $440 by the 1st month.  I get about $400/month and have 2 months to save from.

I have to wait to see other places, too.  I've been to this first place before so would go on to advanced acting, though I didn't actually finish the 1st acting session..

Real, Good, Quality, Relatively, Maybe "Spot On," Complex Art

I miss visual arts.

People tend to not want to see the truth or say/express anything.

Categorizing My Social Life

Strangely, some people don't talk to me much.  Then, they act like I'm the one who wants to talk less in our relationship.  In the end, I get shoved aside as antisocial but somehow bound to their convictions across life.  Like, they can take from me socially and can't be denied.